MY HARSH REALITY

The most interesting thing happened to me this weekend.  I went to the get a physical and according to the clinic scale, I weigh 205 pounds.  I was SCRAMING on the inside!!!

According to my scale; at the start of my journey I weighed 210lbs and last Monday, my scale said I weigh 195 giving me a 15 pound weight loss.  Now according to my doctor, I only lost 5 pounds!  Could my scale be off by 10lbs?  This just can’t be, it just can’t…. NOOOOOOO!!  I felt so much closer to my journey before I got these 10lbs thrown back at me.  : O

My sister said their scale might be wrong, just because it’s in a doctor’s office doesn’t mean they get it right all the time.  How nice of her to try and make me feel better.  But my reality is that I have further to go on this journey than I originally thought.  Damn it felt good to be out of the 200’s. 

Well the knot in my throat if finally gone and the tears are all dried up.  I have accepted by reality and added another day to my workout.  Oh and going to by a digital scale tomorrow.  Update you soon.